Snap Shot Sat Betch

I took these when I was on the Oregon coast last September when I was at a Vespa rally.

Going crazy

Hello again, sorry it's been so long since I last put up a post. I really don't even know were to start. I guess all I can say is that over the past few weeks I have been a bit rocky for me. I don't know why but I'm super moody so if I come off as bitchy or winy just bare with me it's that time of the month. As you all may know Fusion no longer works with me and that's pretty much is a major royal suck ass for me at work. I'm surrounded with new people and find my self as a corporate baby sitter. Sure they will get the hang of stuff it's just so stress full to have to train people how to do there job while trying to stay on top of yours. I really am not bitter that he left I just miss him along with Don and Bobby. Thank god Bryan is still there so I have some one to joke with. Also I would like to add that I think its pretty bad ass what Fusion is doing with his life, a lot of people don't have the guts to make those kind of life changes and I admire him for it.

Really what's been bothering me most about myself is the lack of creation I have been able to achieve in my art and music. It just all seems so stale to me. I don't know if it's depression or what but every time I get mid way through a track I start to think it's shit and I can do better. This torment is really getting to me. Not to mention I haven't picked up a paint brush in months... well about 13 months to be exact. I need some kind of inspiration and guidance in my work and oww boy you have no idea how hard I have been looking. My girl friend Kristen who is a owner of a record label was really supportive and she offered her husband up to sit in with me and work on stuff together but that would make me more nervous then anything. There is something nerve wracking about working with some one who you have respected there work since you were in high school.

I'm sure I will snap out of this soon it's just pissing me off more then anything.

Well Im going to try to work on some music now. Wish me luck.

Sexy Party (hnt)

I think they call it HNT. I took this in Feb when my girl friends and we had a sexy party were we just got to dress up in naughty outfits and took some photos while we drank wine all night.

Busy as fuck

Does any one just ever want to stay home and watch TV? Your know get to have a night of doing nothing but drink some wine and eat some pasta in your pj pants and watch some foreign films and just veg with the one you love? Well seems that the Tiffmiester doesn't get to have that luxury, every night there has been somthing going on and its starting to wear me out. I was all in high hopes of today being a special TV day with Mark but hell no he go roped into going to some ones house to install a dishwasher and after that we have a dinner date with his parents. So yeah I'm a bit cranky. My Buddy is going to be staying at our house for two weeks while he is in town from Hawaii. I'm hoping by July 17Th I might get my coveted TV day.

I don't know I think this constant party thing is starting to wear me thin. Every time I go out I hear nothing but gossip about other peoples shit and its getting old. But hey I guess that's what I get for having 90 percent of my girl friends being hair stylist.

Also I think I'm a bit PMSing right now. Yesterday I felt like a cat in heat at work. Just all hissy and sticking my ass in the air and I throw my claws out at any thing that moved. When reading my horror scope at work Jason (store idiot) came up to me and asked me to read his and so I pretended to read it as I told him it said today was the day he would find out his mother never loved him. Even when I came home Mark asked why I was so bitchy.

The BLVD

Hey whats up? Its sat night and Yehaaaw I'm going to the BLVD to watch my mans band play. You know what that means. I'm going to eat a bunch of good sushi and then get my buzz on as I mingle and watch Scatter box play. I'm going to leave you all with a visual image to ponder. I think it would be cool is people told me what it means to them. This will be so much fun.

She Bangs!

Well I have bangs again! Alert the media.. Its been a few years since I last had bangs so its kinda weird having them on my forehead.

I hope that the last half of this Friday is a lot better then the first half of my Friday.

So I'm going to go out and see how much I can drink to block out what a shit hole day I'm having. I have pretty much hit that point to were I hate the world and if this lame ass co-worker I'm stuck working with tonight laughs one more time I'm going to stab him in the eye with my pen so he can relate to how annoying and how much pain he causes me. Not to sound jaded but I'm so glad I'm not him. If I was I would throw my self in front of a buss.

Well its about 1 hour until Tiffy gets her drinky poo's and has a new outlook on life.

Cheers!

(photo is me today)

Its thurs

I'm suppose to link to who ever started this but I'm to tired to figure that part out. Well here are the girls. No nip shots for me, also for visual purposes I'm really pushing those puppy's together.

Cheers!